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Why is everyone going to Disney World/Land? Whichever the Florida one is. I don't see what the draw is. It really doesn't excite me. Maybe because I haven't been there. Maybe because theme parks are exhausting, visually and physically, and financially. Not fun. Oh well.. I'll never know.

I'm too laid back. That could be what my problem is.. I don't stress over tests, or school work. And it sucks to admit, but that is probably the thing that is going to hold me back from Med School. I need a slap in the face. I need to wake the fuck up, and try harder. I realise this, but it doesn't make me do anything differently.. So what the hell can I do?

In a way I kind of feel like I'm waiting for something.. and that's a problem because good things don't just happen to you. You have to make shit work for you. So cliche, but that's why it's cliche.. because it's so overused, becauuusee...... it's true.

I guess I'm not in a very good mood thismorning.. haha.