Someone kill me. Please.

I don't think I can do this anymore. School is too much and I have no energy or motivation anymore, whatsoever. And it's even going to get worse next semester. Half of me wants to drop out of school and go live in my parents' basement.

I already fucked this semester up. I want to go back to the beginning of the semester. I would do everything differently. I've never regretted anything so much. I'm so mad that I didn't try harder.

I don't know what to do. I guess I'm not good enough for this shit.

I want to get my own place and do my own thing and stop depending on other humans to help me through life, cause they are just worthless. Or maybe I am. Haven't decided.. Leaning towards blaming others hah.

I think I'm going to transfer to UAlbany and just join the pre-med program and stop wasting my time with this peice of shit school.

I wish I had someone to talk to.