hi

Sometimes it's hard to tell whether or not I have a reason to stay in Schenectady. Maybe it would be better if I just went home for the summer. I don't feel like I'm wanted here half the time anyway. People can say nice things all they want (or not) but it doesn't make up for the way they act.
Why put in any more effort? I'm tired.
..But I always try to be optimistic. Maybe I'm just being stupid.