Ithaca..

It's been so long since I've had as much fun as I did this weekend. I'm so glad Mozzy got a hold of me. She had to call Phil to get Kevins number and got my number from Kevin. hah Happy she went through all the trouble. I miss her!!!

Me and Katie did a whole bunch of crap Saturday night and stayed up too late..

Then Sunday we went to Ithaca:

We went to Sammy's for pizza, went toSkellets to say hi and did a bunch of other crap before the show started..

Met up with Mozzy and a bunch of people at her friend Robbies house. Chilled for a bit, finished our beer, then we all walked up to Barton Hall.

We drank in the car on the way to Ithaca so I was feeling nice and Katie stuck a few double shots for us in her boots cause they don't serve drinks there. We were already a half hour late but they started like the second we got in there. GZA was first which was pretty coool.

Then Girl Talk came on and everyone got pretty unruly. We got so sweaty.

Mozzy managed to get some people to lift her up to crowd surf but she didn't make it very far hahah lame. Her little brother just disappeared for the whole show, I guess he found a bunch of people to do drugs with or something. I think I lost like 10 lbs from sweating/dancing. haha I wish we brought our cameras in. The whole night was out of control. I miss my friends. And I miss Ithaca. I need to drink more often. And I need to go to more concerts with Katiee. And Gregg Gillis is magical..

Nick left before Girl Talk even started and drove to Binghamton to go "drop something off". Which was pretty lame! Then when it was over Mozzy had to take her little brother home 'cause he was trashed. Me and Katie walked back to Robbie's with him and his friend cause we had no ride. We stopped and picked up some beer and waited for Nick to show up. Then when Nick got there we all went back to Skellet's and brought him some beer. And I realized I left my t-shirt at Robbie's so we had to go back and get it. Thenn we went to Sammy's for more pizza. And then to Wegman's for cheesecake bites (which were surprisingly good). Then we headed back to Corning around 1 or 2 a.m., smashed beer bottles, drank shittt, I'ma hit you from tha back, saw a deer in a random neighborhood just standing by the curb, so Katie "Jeremiahed" him. I don't feel like typing all the rest. We did so much shit in such a short period of time it was crazy.. it was fun being irresponsible.

Me and Katie forgot like a million things this weekend it was crazy, I feel bad for Nick for having to deal with two Bennett sisters all day hahah.

Finally went to bed at 3:30 a.m. after destroying a bag of cheddar Chex Mix. I was supposed to head home at 4 a.m. to make it to class by 8 but I decided to screw it and slept in until noon.

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School is almost over. This is so exciting!

There's a shit-ton of concerts to go to pretty soon too. I want Katie and Nick to come up for them. And Mozzy! Yay!

I have to write two papers that are due in two weeeks. And I have to kill on my orgo test because I've been fucking around in that class too.

I need to save up as much money as I can this summer. Drinking every weekend isn't gonna help.. oh well. I'm going to try and get as many hours as I can at work, or get a second job if I have to.

I still have no idea what I'm doing..

I'm actually not taking classes this summer. So I'm just gonna let go this summer. I don't even care. I need a fucking break. It's gonna get unruly. That's all.

I need to get it out of my system.

School is almost over. Thank god, I'm so tired.

helps please.

Once again, organic chemistry today is making me not want to switch to pre med. Biomolecules and drug reactions is so interesting to me. What do I do? I need to talk to someone who can help me figure out what to do. My advisor at Sage is useless because no matter what, she'll just say "Oh, stay at Sage.. blahblhabalh" that's not what I want to hear. Maybe I should go to pharmacy school and focus on cardiac pharmacology. That might work..

Thennn, I went to the Cornell site to print out my Girl Talk ticket cause that's where we're seeing him.. and I decided to browse through their bio degrees.. And biomedical engineering looks so awesome! I could focus on the cardiac aspect of that too! Which would be cool. Plus it's veryyy close to home.

Biomed engineering of synthetic cardiovascular components and/or drugs.. can I do that? Why do I want to do so many things???! I need help.

ggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

Kevin is pissing me off! The second he gets home he gets right into "Did you send your transcripts yet?", "Did you call your doctor?", "Did you put the dishes away?", "When are you gonna work on your papers?", "When are they due?", "How are you going to get into Med School if you just fuck around?", "Call your parents and ask for money", "All you do is sit at the computer", "When are you gonna study?", "When is your next test?", "Did you pay the electric bill?". And he keeps telling me how to do everything and I just want to be left alone. It's my fucking life, stop telling me what to do. I'm not stupid I can figure things out for myself.

I feel like I would be more responsible if I didn't have someone that acts like my parent and makes me mad everytime they open their mouth and try to tell me what to do. I feel like I can just act as immature as I want because there will always be someone there to make me be responsible or remind me to do everything. Just let me run my own fucking life. I'm a big girl.

And the only other thing he talks/whines about is how he's on page 30 of his 50 page paper and he's been working on it for 4 hours and only got two pages done. And how his professor thinks it could be a little better. And he's thinking about changing his topic for this one paper. And he can't think of a good thesis for another paper. And he doesn't think he can do anything this weekend cause he has to work on his paper, blah blah blahabalh. I don't care about your school work!

And he just asked me why we never hang out anymore! Why the fuck would I want to stick around if I'm getting bitched at constantly?! Everytime I come home I get in such bad mood. Go find somebody else to boss around.

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Just woke up.. loud ass janitor.

love you long time.

Yay another camera phone pic. haha This is my lunch.. part of it. It looked pretty but the camera phone killed that. It was a good idea to stop last minute after work and pick up this stuff. I really need to start eating better.. cause I feel so crappy. No cheeseburgers at 10 pm and no more hot pockets cause they are just starting to make me sick. huh

Yay! Girl Talk this weekend!!!!!!! So far I think Katie, Mozzy, Alexyss and Nick are going.. this should be so fun! I kinda can't wait to just get out of Schenectady and see my Corning peeoppple. Who I miss dearly. hah

I think I'm gonna leave Saturday morning so I have a chance to hang out with the Schenectady people Friday night ::coughdavecough::.

So far I've been asked out to dinner, to go camping, to go to breakfast, to see Girl Talk, and to a party, by various people.. how am I gonna fit that all in one weekend, plus visit my dad, mom, and Grandma B. and go out on Market Street?? Well, I'm not. A few people are gonna get left out... sorrry. Shit happens. I heard Jerry will be in town too!!! So I'm definitely going to chill with him and Bethany <3!

Oh god, now that I just wrote all that shit out, I'm kind of not looking forward to going.. too much shit.

Probably just end up ditching everything and hanging out in Travis' basement like every single weekend since 2003. haha creatures of habit.

I have to get my transcripts sent to UAlbany sooooon so I can transfer. Exciting! Better labs/equipment! More classmates. Better professors! Bigger campus. Cheaper tuition! And I'm probably going to stay in the campus apartments!! Yeah. mesocited.

This is a funny x-ray:

Time for a new tattoo. Somebody wanna give me money?